STOP AND READ..

Figure out why im guard =)

2010-09-18T10:06:00.000-07:00

g2 todayy =) great timee ..

they make it so awkward for us laaa ...

HHAHAHAHA ...

pictures are going to represent what i feel like saying ,

what i want to say ...

eh , what the hell laa ..

it's not polite to just put up pictures ...

words will make it better ..

better it will be ..

ehehe ...

hows life anton ?

fine . thats a lie . i want to stop everything that has lies . really ? . why . the truth shall set ue free .

how sure are ue it will . i dunno . its in the bible . so . Faith la . owh .

tired ?. yeah . sleepy . sooo . dont wannt sleep . Yeap .

happy . not really . yes i am . be positive anton . why . i dunno . nothing wrong being a negative .

really ? . i dont care . i rather be a positive la .

funny ? . someone find me a funny video now . please .

parents ?. bugging me to go to bed . why . church la tmrw .

okayy . bye . owhy wait .

PICTURES

thank ue =)

thats ryteee .. do it yourself ...

some how i think this isnt a problem face-ed by Most christions =) ..

maybe , just maybe im not one of them =| ...

but i am ... * most of the time =p

are ue ready ?

wokayy ...

seriously got to go now ...

byeeeeee =))

Lets Dance in A Burning Room ..

2010-09-15T00:03:00.000-07:00

well , it end-ed well ...

sometimes , NO all the time ...

the right thing too do is the hardest step to take ...

& no matter what the world says it is ,

ue know it is right ... even if it seems wrong at first ...

and missing ue is definately going to be part of my decision ..

really sorry , if ue dont understand it but im really thankful ,

that ue respect my decision +) ...

g2 camp was too good for words =)

really changed the way i look at the world , i guess =)

it was so fun ..

late nights , the holy spirit , friends , stories , awkward-ness ...

part of it =P ... hahahaha ..

thinking about it makes me laugh laaa ...

thank ue , everyone who helped me through everything =)

mean it ...

started watching Vampire Diaries & damn , its good ...

started a jurnal by the way =)

inspired by Elena & Stefan =p ..

hahahaha ...

whoh , was just surfing Tumblr

came across this picture ..

its so FUNNY =D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !

funny , No ?

okaay ... sorry =_='

well ,thats for today ..

i guess ..

JOHN MAYER anyone ?

i know the clan that exist ...

heeeee ...

i shall join them NOW !

my very own personal favourite ?

Slow Dancing in A Burning Room =)

Your Body is A Wonderland =)

owh , it makes me happy =)

okaay =P !

i know ryteeee ?

HAHA ...

nothing shows feelings ...

nothing decribes it =)

WILL BE GONE !

2010-09-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

WILL BE BACK

after a few days ...

going for g2 camp =))

byeeeeeeee ... love her :)

2010-09-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

we should start some action =D

okaay ... people are stalkers ... seriously .. heeeee =p

yeah you , you & you too ... * you know who you are =p ...

asking banyak questions but

ask no questions & you'll get no lies =p

heeeee !

thank you shirin for that awesome webside where the pictures are all screaming ,

im perfect for your blog .. you know you can relate to me .. hehe !

but the best is chosen as usual ...

we want the best , we want the better , we want faster

but at times ,

i think its not wrong for a little patience & not best =)

i found life when i found god ?

i found love when i found god ?

owh yes i did , but no i got prove that all this still exist on earth =))

heeee ... you know who you are !

i for one think that , i judge people to much ...

i seriously need to STOP ..

not say judge , i tend too like complain ?

No laaa .. Judge it is =S

this picture totally speaks out ...

i mean , you never know what that person ue complain about has been through ..

you'll never know !

thats what i can say =P

hahah ... would you be able too ?

i wouldnt ...

heeeeeee ...

ue make me happy laaaa....

yaya , you !

im gonna talk less & use pictures to show how i feel laaa =p

byeee for now =D

2010-09-02T09:33:00.001-07:00

hahaha =D thats what she said ... cant believe i actually found this ..
You know how they say , a cup of tea does the trick for everything ..
i think it is actually true ...
having a real bad sore-throat now .. grrr .. just when school holidays are gonna start ?
but the tea does seem to help =)
but only if it could work on everything ...
heart ache anyone ?
just watched an extremely emotional episode of Greys Anatomy .. but when again has Greys Anatomy been cheerful ? Never i think ...
i'm HAPPY ?
got guts too say that ?
well , i can seriously ... honestly say that i am Happy ...
well , it definately has something to do with the above above statement =))

i always wonder what goes through people's mind ...
guess what i found out about my self lately ?!
i like watching people live their life ? Like seriously...
sometimes .. i just sit down & watch ...
& im a freaking stoner laa ..
damn un-healthy ...
heeee =P

school holidays starts today ...
actually tomorrow but since im not going to school tomorrow .. * no one's going
i get one day + ...

dont you think this is like so true .
i dont think parents really get it ..
they are always like ,
Anton : ue can watch tv some other time ... you'll have all the time in the world for that ..
but studies is Now ..
im like mummmmm ... then ill be working & having some shiityy adult problems..
& then what ?
watch tv when im old ?
then i cant see the freaking tv =p
hahahah ...
*all this going through my mind laaa ...

sometimes .. when we do that .. & people are like
eh , what will they think laaa ?
somehow , i've come to the stage where i dont give a damn ..
i think its the best thing ..
do you ?
but at times , i do become very ahhh ... forgot the word... ue get it ryte ..
heeee ..

PLAT .

2010-08-31T02:27:00.000-07:00

i think statement t-shirts are the AWESOME =)

check this out ...

and this =D

HAHAHAH !

that wasnt a t-shirt ..

its called RANDOM =D

taio cruz eh ?

Preety Awesome ..

hahaa ...

currently hooked tooo ,

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
like its dynamite!
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

........

byeee !

Updates ...

2010-08-31T02:01:00.000-07:00

Where have i been ? What had i been doing ?

everything will be said in the form of Pictures =)

current passion ... ue name it !

a good movie =)

BB , currently the in phone ..

somehow im into Photography now ...

weird ehhh ... but its so like ue know ...

cantikk =D Thats the word :)

& i seriously think Malaysia should allow people to do our shop lots ..

in that way , our country will be super cool & people will get an outlet .. so they can practice & be better at it ..

Back * again =)

2010-08-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

Hey you ...

once , again after reading everyone's Blog got inspired too never give up on something you started & decided to use my blog in every way possible to do whatever possible to make life a better place ..

heeeeeeee :)

Never thought i'd actually be back ..

funny mind i have eh ?

okaay ... shall we start then ?

hows life ?

Studies ? Pretty good .. * yeah rytee

School's awesome as usual but i think i finally got the *STAYINHOME* bug & didnt go to school for seven days ? why ? Sick + Lazy + Tired ...

School Holidays is like in 3 daysss .. thats two weeks of Break ..

then im off to India for another 10 days .. so its practically No school for the whole of September =p

someone save Merdeka =p

cuuz it's getting preety boring .. hahahaha

i'll be right back with Pictures =D

I'm actually in the mood . WOW .

2010-07-03T11:01:00.000-07:00

somehow i think this is a awesome picture . =)

+( what more can i say .

isnt this awesome . i want one =D

okaeyy...

calling it a night ..

ringgggg ringggg ringggg

its not picking up .. hahahahah

Conference Me Will You .

2010-07-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

as you can see .

My title shows my new Passion .

did i tell you that my school gave out free Digi Campus Sims .

thus most of my friends are free enough to call each other =)

so Me , Sajeev , Ruben , Syuba & Jo Ann have been conferencing each other for hours for the past few days .

thats a small problem as my whole night is taken and i cant really study ... alah

i get it now that we actually have to take life in one by one and live life by the moment .

get it ? well took me a while too but once you get it ..... its mind blowing-ly life changing ..

currently emo-ing .. hahah not sure why ..

definately has got something to do with Argentina * the greatest team ever . lose-ing .

urghhhh ...

why why ...

currently listening to Edwina Hayes- Feels like Home

the sister's keeper soundtrack ... emoooooooo ..

waiting for Ruben to call now =D

hahahaha

we take turns everyday .

so itsssss AWESOME .

Well now i think i run to Spain & Pray that at least they get the Cup ...

seriously depressing . poor Ghana ...

they sure played like they had nothing to lose .

had an Awesome time in g2 today..

great Message By Anna .

okaeyyy...

now i seriously have the urge to watch Notting Hill .

Have i told you im a huge Julia Roberts Fan ..

yesh yesh ..

her smileeee =))))))

makes me go DAMN .

and she is just one of those people that wears their feelings on their sleeves ..

im so not a picture on a blog person la ..

sorry..

i guess you just have to read me like im a boring old book .

Prom is on the 24th of July ..

i really really hope i dont see U know who there .

i'd seriously be unhappy after that..

Btw Shah is my Date... heeeeee iknow iknow .. awesome ?

ahahahahx

she is going to be so perasan after this ..

how about i start writing a love letter like the ones in Dear John to the future Mrs . Wigemanna .

wow .

that was so RANDOM .

hahahax .

i actually feel like uploading a picture but im lazy ..

see Feeling and Acting are two different things ..

like obviously right ..

has anyone apart from Nevania watched the entire season 1 of Vampire Diaries ?

i feel like watching but time is so not on my side now .

Polis & Thief .

2010-06-25T12:09:00.000-07:00

Talk about Fun . that is what i had today even thought it came with a heavy price .

When to school then had the usual crappy day until after Reccess . hahaha

They had the 3R program .. for the Form 5's and all the teachers were like involved ...

well this can only mean one think ... LEPAK la syg oi . hahah

so while we were lepaking .. suddenly Seilan and my other friends * Checker'z .

came running and calling us . so we all also ran following them blindly ..

to the New Blok in our School * did i tell you , that we *all the Science classes* have finally moved to the new Blok . So quite empty most of the time because Science classes are usually in the Labs .

when we reach there . they were like okeayy . Now lets play Polis and Thief .

So about 25 of us .* Pengawas all had to remove tie all so we dont get caught * hhaha

actually ran around the school for like an hour trying to catch each other .

IT WAS FUN .

My exam results are Okaeyy...

not extremely good but not bad either .

so it a win win situation . * i dont know why is just said that . hahax

owh yeah ..

lets get straight to business shall we.

i g2g soon .

Last year i can tell you that i didnt mix with anybody who was not in the top 3 classes .

sounds bad when i type it out .. BUT.

it not my fault like seriously . in my school we dont really talk much to certain people .

okay okay . i know . im wrong and it's really bad .

but Now im changed +D .

this year . I started mixing with alot of other people .

and to tell you the truth i actually am having more fun than usual ..

Now i can clearly say that You dont have to be smart to be nice.

but i dont think that some of my friends are happy about me mixing with those people .

but they are freaking fun . like seriously .

so now i can say i have to types of friends .

hahahaha

but i think that we are all one actually .

The smart ones are actually more naughty and their naughty-ness has more killing effect than the

real naughty ..

okayy. are you'll confused ?

okaeyy . ill walk you through it when i have the time .

owh yeah .. me & my friends decided to write a letter about our Mathematics Teacher because she was getting on our nerves for quite a while . * our school takes letters about teachers Serious . haha

so we typed it out and send it =)

call us cruel . you dont know our Mathematics Teacher .

she doesnt even teach . urghhhh

Now our class teacher is getting a little to much ...

changing our places ? thats asking for troubles ...

okaeyyyy ...

i read The Notebook .and wth ?

i think it seriously didnt end "cekap-ly" at all .

i felt it was hanging . the movie much better .

Bye . g2g .

loving life to the max .

Never ever in my wildest dream i thought i'd say this .

BUT

Justin Beiber - Never Say Never is damn addictive . Im hooked .

i trying to get my self un-hooked though . hahah

WHAT ?

2010-06-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry . i have been busy * thats a lame old excuse .

okayy ... alot of thing happen since the last post .. not so good many of them ..

Funny the thing I was so confident about I lost it .. * i hate that i have to click caps lock everytime

i lost trust in the thing . Everything . Yet still obsessed ... ~~URGGGHH~~ i need help .

currently reading Dear John .

owhyeah , did i tell you i bought the book ?

2 actually . The Notebook & Dear John .

im so glad . i think thats one of the best thing i did for my self this whole year .

seriously Keeps me In one Place .

okayy. Dear John only makes it harder for me to carry on my usual crappy day because it so damn emotional.

and reminds me of so many things ... *another ~~URGGGHH~~

~~Greys Anatomy .~~

Why in the whole wide world would Season 6 be sooooooooooooooo good and so damn emotional at the same time ? Why Why .

you think im over acting ? watch and then you tell me .

Went for Fellowship Camp .It was Beyond Awesome . loved every second of it .

i am actually a person who like the "kampung " kind of a Situation .

Owh Yeah . Joshua Michael Clarance was Born on the 14th June 2010 .

he is the most adorable thing i have ever seen .

ps : seriously not in the mood for uploading pictures . Im so sorry ..

i think i remember somewhere along the way .

i promised never to use my blog as a way to vent but here i am again .

almost everything everyone does annoy the SHIT out of me ..

its my fault .. i left my self unchecked for too long .

i think staying in the house has the worst effect on me . Even one day .

i most definately will NOT want to look at the colour PURPLE for a very long time . Bad Memories .

today I saw this Indian man carrying this Bag in his motorbike . Then He just like as though he owned the Drain . Threw the garbage in there ..

I WAS LIKE BREATHING FIRE . i mean wtf ? seriously ... another ~~URGGGHHH~~ .

Thank God i wasnt behind the wheel . I would have bang that idiot down or something .

i would seriously get into trouble if i dont keep my anger in check .

im kindda sick of being the nice one always.

Because the nice ones are the ones that always always get hurt .

sarcasm owh sarcasm . where would i be with out you ?

i have worsen in my sarcasm as well ..COMPLAINS from Friends ..

okay .. im sorry .

i mean it okay ?

beautiful girls all over the world

i could be chasing

but my time would be wasted .

seriously into this song now =D

thats a smiley i used after a very long time ahh ?

hahahaha ...

wow .. i feel better .

sorry . i really needed that .

i think one of the main problems im going through now is ..............

i am not in the same place i was with God i was few months ago .

i tend to lose focus and concentrate on earthly stuff ..

school . girls . life . friends . tv . books .

i am gonna try my best to go back though .

it wont be easy . obviously . but then nothing is .

NO MORE . thats all . its all about How i Live Life .

this was for us .

anton =)

dont you think the new templates are super cool =D

Amazing Grace..

2010-06-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

i think that Gods grace is seriously something to be thankful for =)

currently watching Greys Anatomy :)

this makes me extremely happy but also feel kindda emo ... ( must be those ending words by Mer)

funny .. how i always thought Christina's character was almost similar too mine
but now i know that I not .. maybe 10 % hahahaha
I can say my occupation was inspired by This ..
i know it doesnt make sense but its my future .. sooo too bad .

Season 6 is just crack-a-lackingly awesome =) *thats a new word

I NEED A BOOK .

like seriously .. i might get one tomorrow la. after tuition .

this might be the one *as recommended by Jemp .

Just took a break from blogging to watch Greys & that scene turned out too be

a emotional peice of wet tissue full of tears ..hahahaha

....... gonna con't now ..

will be bac later =) byee

okaayyyyyy ... that was weirdly so true ..

i think the best part about Greys Anatomy is the voice at the end of every show =)

it helps so much & also helps make you feel like ~~CRAP~~ .

lets talk about change shall we ?

feel like it ...

as you all know .. i personally think i have changed alot especially this year ..

in a lots of ways .i was like okaayy la.. i dont like that one anymore.. i need this one ..

screw that & this .. i dont like it... that use too make me smile but

now it seems its Change again ... & what I use too like isn't what I like now ...

It has too be the age larr ... seriously .. i think many of my friends are going through it too ..

for example they use to enjoy badminton but now its swimming much to my pleasure =D

just looked at Photobucket , Photography Pictures .. & i feel like being a Photographer now .
hahahahah
well i seriously adore all those awesome Photographers now...
because a pictures really can take your breath away ..
and thanks too Photobucket it has been happening alot lately ..
i can spent hours just looking through different pictures ...

here are some

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. awesome people .

this is something i found on the net .
it was good & it caught my eye @__@ * doenst this look like an Ant .

Story : Daniel liked this Girl who was not over her ex . Daniel waited & waited . They talked every day .One fine day , Daniel told Girl how he felt and said he'll wait no matter what and he didn't want anything from her now . He'd wait until she is perfectly fine . Girl said Thanks Daniel . It really means a lot . Boy & Girl went on chatting as usual . Few days gone past Daniel didn't see Girl . No reply's . After about a week he gets the news that Girl was with someone . Daniel was killed alive . The least Girl could have done was too tell him .

Daniel finally asked Girl and Girl said No , we're not together . I like him and he likes me .

and Daniel was hurt and he decided to never ever fall again . Later he discovers that actually he didn't like Girl , he loved her .

Okaaaaaayyyy...1 reason I found this Story extremely disturbing is because it sounds so like one i heard from a friend .

I wonder if he was the one who wrote it down +)

......

k i'm off to watch another episode of Greys Anatomy ...

till then ..

tgc

Whats That ?

2010-06-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

okay..

to all of you who are wondering ,

whats that badge thingy on my right hand side ..

~~CLICK IT~~ .

The 350 Challenge is a small way to show your support to fight climate change. The more bloggers that get our badge, the better. Thousands of readers will know that the climate movement is spreading far beyond the typical “environmental” realm and into the norm.

come on everyone ... lets make a change & start by getting this Badge on your blog =)

so i shall see that badge on your profile ? on yours too ? Okay ..

awesome .

immabeabee .

2010-06-03T11:32:00.000-07:00

Funny how everything starts with a dream ...

wouldnt this be just awesome to have in your house...

lately i have been dreaming

i dreamed that i own this huge old library

since then i have been thinking about a library

and how i want it to be ..

i want like a english wooden library

like seriously old with brown floor & walls ..

cosy with stuffy arm chairs all around .. *sounds so weird*

*i miss reading .

thats how i would like it to be .

not exactly ...

you get the idea ..

currently reading Jason Mraz's blog ..

damn cool ..

....

k .. its about time i call it a night .

i think i use the word ~~DAMN~~ to much .

*must be reduced .

hello .

2010-06-03T10:39:00.000-07:00

im back.... yaayyhh ...
im back because my exams are over & im bored ...
i miss all of you guys :D
lets get to business aitee ..

My School ended the exam with Add-Maths ...

i know ...

arghhh...

well its too late now to do anything :S

so hows things everyone ?

happy its the holidays ...

i know i am . 2 weeks ...yahooooooooooooooooo

but then what am i too do for two weeks without school ?

alah.. im sure ill find something to do ..

my blog needs a change laer ....

definately a change but im just not sure what it is .?

maybe more pictures ..

hahahaha ...

later la ahh ..

im planning to watch Vampire Diaries until the end ...

finish up my Greys Anatomy ...

and maybe stuff some Glee in ..

i have been wondering lately .. what is the defination of life ..

its so difficult to answer for me ..

i dont know why..its just one of those questions ..

k la

will update with a proper post sooner or later ..

bye.

i know its gonna take forever !

2010-04-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

OKAY ... WHAT AM I DOING HERE AT 1 IN THE MORNING ON A SCHOOLING DAY ? I HAVE NO IDEA .... AS U CAN SEE IM USING MY HP ! SORRY I HAVE BEEN AWAY FOR SO LONG :) I HAVE BEEN SO DARN BUSY ... ACTUALLY I WAS DOING MODERN MATHS ( CHPTER 4 ) DRAWING LIKE 5 GRAPHS ... HAISHHH ! & THEN I DECIDED TO CHECK FB & NOW HERE I M ... DAMN LAR !

I STILL HAVENT FOUND OUT HOW TO CHANGE THE WRITING ON MY HP ! HOW HAS MY LIFE BEEN ? SCHOOL LIFE IS THE SAME OLD ... LESS FUN MORE SERIOUS LIKE STUDYING ... THE SUBJECTS ARE LIKE SO HARD I ACTUALLY HAVE TO CONCENTRATE IN CLASS SO I DONT GET CONFUSED OR LOST ... WHICH HAS BEEN HAPPENING ALOT LATELY .... & & & WASSUP WITH GIRLS & THEIR EX'S ? GOD ALONE KNOWS ! DID YOU KNOW I HAVE GOT 4 WEEKS TO MY MID-TERM INCLUDING THIS ONE . * DAMN DAMN KINDDA FREAKING OUT A LITTLE * MY LOVE LIFE IS LIKE A MESS .. DONT ASK ME WHY I DONT KNOW ... OWH YEAH M.A.D. IS IN LIKE 2 WEEKS ...

& OUR DANCE IS GETTING ALONG FINE ! THANK GOD ! WOW I HAVE SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT .. I HAVE BECOME QUITE AGAIN ... I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHY ... WAIT I STARTED OUT THIS YEAR QUITE THEN BECAME MORE HYPER BUT NOW M QUITE AGAIN .... SOMETHINGS WRONG !... :)

I DEFINATELY NEED TO GO OUT .. EVEN A MOVIE WILL DO .. BUT I DONT HAVE TIME .. DAMN I MISS THOSE DAYS WHEN I COULD JUST GO OUT WITHOUT THINKING SO MUCH ! K .. G2G CONTINUE MY GRAPHS .. & THEN OFF TO BED ! DAMN TIREDD IS THE WORD ! OWH YEAHH WATCHED VTV ! AWESOME MOVIE .. MAYBE THE BEST TAMIL MOVIE EVER ! TALK ABOUT LOVE ! & & SERIOUSLY THIS YEAR OR MAYBE ITS THIS AGE EVERYONE IMEAN EVERYONE IS LIKE FALLING IN LOVE ... LIKE WTH ? U GOTTA BE KIDDING ME ! I HAVE STOP READING EVERYTHING BUT SCHOOL BOOKS ! I MISS READING TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH ! IT REALLY KEPT ME IN ONE PLACE .. OWH YEAH I NEED A NEW SCHOOL BAG ARR ... MY TL ONE IS LIKE GONNA TEAR OR MAYBE THATS JUST AN EXCUSE SO I CAN GO OUT .... =P I DUNOO ? U TELL ME =D BYEBYE ! C U ASAP :) & NOW I M DEFINATELY GONNA REGRAT FOR NOT JUST DOING MY WORK BUT COMING HERE ... THAT REMINDS ME I HAVENT WATCHED GREYS ANATOMY YET :)

Lets Do This .

2010-03-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

hello ! okaey... i think this picture is just plain old Awesome !

dont you?

well ...how was my day ?

let me see ! today was Tiring but good .

early morning around 9 when to Sri Kota was there till 12 .

then reached home around 1.30 . Had lunch then got ready and practically rushed to

Kids Alive Party then g2 as usual . Then when back early & when for some Boring family function !

& then came back around 11 !

& then i had the worlds most wonderful thing !

a super duper hot bath ! nothing like a hot bath lar !

then when i walked out from the bathroom .it was like damn cold ! hahahah

okaey...

now shall we get a little bit more personal ?

i definately think my blog needs a little more "feelings" !

this is exactly what i need !

TIME ALONE !

with no one but me & my thoughts !

peace ?? not to think about anything but just not think

when was the last time you could just not think at all .

for me i think the answer would be a Never !

i feel bad lately i have been so busy in School i never really talked much .

Neva, Seilan ,Ng ,Asvita ....

& many moree !

i m sorry guys ... couldn't even lepak ..

because i was made the Pengerusi Majlis Perasmian Bulan Sabit Merah which

is just so much of work and damn tiring . all because i skipped a few meeting

and they ( the barisan AJK ) made me the Pengerusi !

and i have to really work . which means i'll hardly be in the class . meetings with Teachers.

on Friday Me Davin Dhinesh had 2 hours of talking with Guru Penyelia Koko !

i was like DAMN ! hahahahaha

but all i can say is ...

"work as though you are working for god not man "

now i need Peace .

i mean i got Peace but i just need something that you know .

" stops my brain from moving "

i feel like im constantly thinking & thinking

& i dont like it .

Picture time !

stuff i wanna say but the pictures shall describe it all ! =)

i just realised that i havent eaten pizza in ages !

okaeyy !

byebye guys ! need to go .

see larr if im free i will definately be back aite !

where have you been ? ?

2010-03-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

okaeyyy ! 1st of all lets start with updates aitee ! Well after the outing I was addmitted in Sri Kota ! & i was practically dieing cause there was no WIFI there ! grrrrrrrr :) & i was out in 29 hours ! lucky it wasnt Pneumonia ( is this how u Even spell thiS word ) ! & THEN THE USUAL HECTIC YET WONDERFULLY WONDERFUL WEEKEND ! PS : THE ONLY REASON WHY ALL I M WRITING ALL IN CAPITAL LETTERS IS BECAUSE I HAVENT FIGURED OUT YET HOW TOO CHANGE THE WRITING ON MY HP ! HAHAHAAH ! & I DID NOT " i repeat " DID NOT DO WELL IN MY MONTHLY TEST 1 ! SCREW IT ! OHH YEAH ! K I SHALL OFFICIALLY END THIS POST NOW ! WILL UPDATE PROPERLY SOONER OR LATER ! HAHAX ! BYEE !

are we sitting there ?

2010-03-16T10:26:00.000-07:00

i am back . . .finally ?? be thankful im here k ! =p

ohh yeah .. went out with Soniscya Neva Seilan Ravin and many more ...

& & &

we watched Under The Mountain . .

STUPID MOVIE !

actually we planed to watch Remember Me ? a must watch Shirin .

and i cant seem to download pictures .. so no pictures today aite ?!

back to not being able to watch Remember Me..

well we were not 18 so couldnt !

then Me Seilan Ravin & Neva ended up sitting in the couples sit because the theater was empty =D

each of us had one whole sofa...almost slept off ...

literally empty ..and the 2 couples sat else where ! ahahaha

and now im watching Harry Potter (the 5th one )

and then i got super bored so here i am ...

ohh yeahh . . .

my brother (matthew) is admitted in Sri Kota . . high fever or something . . .

and to tell ue the truth i really havent started studying unlike some of my friends . .

my excuse = long time more larrrrr ! =@

then UB 1 came .....and i have a strong feeling i didnt to so well ....

ahhh screw it lar...

and SHIRIN ...

tips on how to clean your electronic gadgets using sanitizers ! =P

since your becoming a clean freak ...

moist a cloth or something with the sanitizer and before it dries like half dry half moist !

wipe what ever need de-germing ! ! HAHAHAHAH !

good ??? hahaha

ohh yeahhh . . .

Jemp and all those emo songs seeking peaple . . .

GO check out ..

The Almost . . damn cunted !

k larrr . . . g2g sleep now !

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 <3 *does this work on blog spot too *

god knows what happen but im into this <3 sign now !

so not a good sign ! =D

boredom..")

2010-03-05T18:38:00.000-08:00

HELLO..IM IN A APPOINMENT WITH THE DERMATOLOGIST NOW..AND SUDDENTLY I REALISE THERE'S WIFI HERE..WEEEEEE..,SO HERE I AM..BTW I HAVE DOWNLOADED THE NEW ARES VERSION SO IM DOWNLOADING SONG AFTER SO LONG..") K G2G NOW..BYEEEEEE

!everybody wanna know how i feel like?

2010-03-05T00:37:00.000-08:00

k im bac..bored laer..wanna sleep but dont wanna sleep at the same time..

but if i dont ill be damn tired in tuition..how??~~SCREW IT~~..thats how...haha

i definately think my blog needs more pictures..sooo here u are...

what do ue think???

oh yeahhh...

my class now is like freaking NOISY...

i think like last year all my friends were like quite and all...

but now since we all are not in the same class anymore...

i feel like DAMN..

it can make a person go mad..

thats the only reason i ponteng and lepak

cuz my class is too noise for me..hahahaah

and i got new kaki to ponteng with...

Seilan and Yeois...

and the same old usual...

Neva..Asvita..Davin..Divyan..Kour..Gabriel..

Ng has become a freaking "good boy" since he was chosen as AJK pengawas and all...

k now im really tired...byeeeeeeeeeeee

and i have finished reading I kissed dating goodbye...

but truthfully i dunno about kissing anything goodbye for now..

2010-03-05T00:18:00.000-08:00

well im good fyi...

ohh yeahh..

im currently obssesed with the song Hosanna( indian song )

and its so damn freaking nice...

its one of those song like ue know..

make u feel like DAMN ...

hahaaha

its from the movie...

Vinnaithaandi Varuvaaya...simbu and trisha..

i nak tengk larr..but so damn busy i got hard time for entertainment...

so u're preety lucky im here...heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujJcKWPwpLs&feature=related

go and listen to the song..its awesome..

okey..how was this week??

TIRING..

im sick (flu , cough , sore throat , body ache )

did i feel like this when i had Pnemunia (i dont know how to spell that :)

*yicks*

and this Sunday cant attend g2 leaders meeting due to B.M. tuition..Damn.

this weekend is gonna be HECTIC..

and tuesday i got my monthly tst..havent really studied yet..

& & & &

Neva got mssd so she's skipping all the tst...

should have joined running...mistakes a person makes in life..!

weeeeeeeeeeeeee...

some of spongebob's trademark sound...hahaha

and i have watched Public Enemies..what a movie ..just plain old awesome!

byebye

off to bed now..oh yeah ...

i have finished Greys Anatomy Season 6...finally...

hahahahah

okeyy...i got quite a few pictures so ue dont get bored..

gre gre gre GREEN...

2010-02-27T08:19:00.000-08:00

okay..i was loading Greys Anatomy..then when i watched......

I REALISE I LOADED THE WRONG EPISODE..

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

now its like loading again...

give me one reason why peaple dont like Greys Anatomy larr.???

its so friggin awesome..

as usual g2 was good..and yes

as u can see my title is "green"

how cool is this???

and just today morning we were talking about going GREEN..

hahahah

well...hows life???life not happening.?!

I got Hari Kecemerlangan this sunday..gonna be so freaking boring

and and and...

i have no idea what to write about...

see this is why i stopped bloggin..im just gonna be a Nicole

and add lyrics larrr.

hahahahaha

byebye

wifi??

2010-02-21T08:12:00.000-08:00

im like bloggimg using my hp nw...im so excited..hehe and I HAVE GLEED...so i can join the club..HAHAHAHA school starts tomorrow and here i am !! im So not ready..k g2g now! bye! and i havent FIGURED how to like start a sentence yet..hehe! byeee!

GLEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2010-02-21T03:32:00.001-08:00

I HAVE GLEED..!

im bac...

2010-02-20T09:48:00.000-08:00

okay...im am not going to give up on blogging

i tried but still feel like blogging

okay but...

now the last episode of glee

is done loading..so bye everyone

i can say that i have gleed...

and i will be back asap..

AND

i just found out that i can use my phone to blog

=DDDDDD

okay i know..its freaking AWESOME..

k bye..

good nyte or wait good morning..

church tmrw and here i am..

DAMN!

i kindda miss blogging to tell u the truth...

is that a pain in the ass or what??

2010-01-16T08:54:00.000-08:00

well...one problem due to reading the twilight series...

NOW...im searching for the perfect girl for me..

but its getting on my nerves..im friggin comparing everything to the damn book..

and its kindda getting on my nerve's...but what can i do???me??

its my brain that controls everything...

well just to make it harder..

almost all my friends are there...with their chics..and now im the one without anybody..

c told u...im changed...

but i can bet you ...that most of them are not going to last..

k not jealous or anything..its just that they r together ...

just for the he's my bf/she's my gf thing...

i want more of a love thing..and i feel like a boring old hag now...

hahahahahaha k lar again im venting...

fine i shall not use my blog to vent or go on about my love life...

k here a picture...because truthfully..my blog looks kindda dull..so here you go..

okayy....

If i had any dignity of a man..i should probably delete this post NOW..

but what the hell lar..its my blog and im bored and it is how i feel...so screw it okayyy...

i mean SCREW U if u think im gay...HHAHAHAAH

btw dont judge me....

i think its time to take my blog to a whole new level...

like more truthful and sincere and all...

k lar...im so bored..im on the phone with Neva now,,then later Ng gonna call me at 1..

but im still boredd..................

k larr....byeeeee

Graceeeeee......

2010-01-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

hello there...okay Grace Soh is leaving to auzzy to night...

damn i gonna miss her...

she was my short hugger(she loves hugging peaple)

cam whore who takes awesome photos.

as blur as i am (which is very hard to find someone that blur)hahahah

fun..

crazy...

thats her..but that hardly describes her!

well...this us...

i just wanna say...

GRACE WE LOVE YOU...

thanks for all the fun memories..

hope you will be the fun and loving girl you always are...

v shall keep in touch through facebook...

byeeeeeeee for now...

truth......

2010-01-15T00:54:00.000-08:00

wassup u all???

k how was my week..i got three words..

~~HECTIC HECTIC HECTIC..~~

im seriously gonna fall sick lar...grrrrr.

i have been the grumpy-est yet so far..

i kindda like how it feels that everyone is so careful around me...k its not normal..i know

well im not getting the one phone..im trying to be smart and strech my $$...

i think Form 4 is friggin hard lar...and the homework ,do they want us to sleep at all??

k now im actually to tired to blog..nak tido larr...

k i feel like writing in Malay lar now..k fine its my blog ill do what i want

so mmg larr beberape hari ni ku mmg agak kurang berdisiplin..hahahah

ku dah nak habis baca Breaking Dawn..

best giler lar buku tu..mmg bersemangat nak baca setiap malam..

k skrg ku nak complain tentang guru Physics saya...

saya x puas dgn ajaran guru tu!!dah lar Physics susah tambahan lagi..

dia ajar dalam bahasa Melayu..ARGHHHHH

sekarang ku duduk belah Nevania...Divyan(celake tu) pegi India untuk dua minggu...

tapi boleh tahan lar...i suka duduk dgn Neva..lebih senyap..hahahahah

k cukup lar..dgn bahasa melayu ku yang agak menarik..hahaha perasan do ku ni..

can u understand this at all???if u can u r a true Malaysian..hahahah

k larr...g2g now..relly need that sleep...o yeah...

~~THANK GOD FOR COFFEE...~~

it keeps me awake everyday faithfully while im dead tired inside...

k byeeeeee... GRACE I WILL MISS U...c u soon..

i want a dog....

2010-01-09T22:07:00.000-08:00

just did up total make over for my blog .

.well just saw this picture and thought it was the cutrest thing ever..

okay...i so need a Golden Retriver now...i wanted one for so long already

but due to my hectic life all i can keep is a fish..hahaha

k lar g2g for tuition now..~~ARGHHHHH..~~

bm=3 friggin hours!omg..i know..

wish me luck..byeeee

wanna know me?

2010-01-09T10:08:00.000-08:00

What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?
Grace Soh..(she leaving)=(

What do you currently hear right now?

emo songs from Jemp

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
bought it in hush puppies in jj..

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?

never i think=D

Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
not a necklace just a normal chain.

Could you go a day without eating?
I cant..do you want me to die??

What was the reason you got grounded for last?
hardly ever get grounded more screwing..then forget about it the next day.=)

Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
nop.not really.

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Yeap..

Do you still talk to the person you last dated?
Yeap.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J?
J???Nope.

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
i want to go to church.its fun.

So you smoke weed regularly?
Noooo...

When it comes to the opposite sex, what's your "type"?
someone who can keep me happy.

Where is the furthest place you've traveled?.
hmmmmmmm..dunno lar??im not really thinking now.

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Dad..carbon copy of my dad ''it seems''

How long does it take you to shower?
I can take a very very long shower and i can dream in the bathroom..

Can you do splits?
hahahah..NO..

Are you flexible?
no.not really.

What did you do on New Years Eve?
hmmm...went to Samuel's hse then when and visited my grandparents while messaging a friend.=D

Was your mom there?
yeap but the messaging part.

Can you speak any other language than English?
Malay and understand Malayalam and a little bit of Tamil

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yes.

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
the black band.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Yeap..not really a kiss..more of a pat on the cheek.

What was last thing you drank?
Milk and water.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
ahhhhh..nothing..o yeap,i want the right girl.=)

What is for dinner tonight?
ahhhhh..to many,just the usual indian dinner.

Where is the person you want most?
ahhhhh...Klang.

Where will you be 2 hours from now?
in my bed.fast asleep..

Ring tone?
the blady nokia tune for now.

Does your ex miss you?

we are still friends so???

Does anyone love you?
I hope so..

What are you doing tomorrow?
Sunday!church and then tuition for 3 hours...SAD.

Do you fall for people easily?
you bet.very easily.

How has the week been?
Hectic.

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
Me me and me..and it was an awesome time with my-self..

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
handphone and mp4..

How much clothes do you have in your closet?
not little...

Will you and your most recent ex ever get back together?
thats a ahhhh NO..

Are you high-maintenance?
I can be.

Have you ever showered with someone?
No.......

Where was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
havent had one..WHAT??OMG??i know..im a one girl person k.!

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Nevania???

Do you curse in front of your parents?
are you planing on getting me killed or something??

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
I'd be emo as usual..

At what age do you want to be married?
Before I reach 35

Where is your mom right now?
In her room

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
nothing sinful..hahahaha

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
yes..but im trying my best to get back to her because she is HER..

What girls can you tell everything to?
Kour and Neva??but not everything everything..just a little..

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?
A?? Amma and Appa?

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm inside and cold outside yes.

Three days in a hotel or NFL game tickets?
Hotel..im more of a peace seeker.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
bring it on as long as im legal for it.

Would you rather watch football or baseball?
I'd choose athletics.=Dor swimming.my passion.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
yeap..i think so.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends if they are worth my time and strength.

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you bad?
Yes.and i think i wont repeat that mistake now.

Have you ever fell asleep in someones arms?
hmmmm.......

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yes.can i know your definination of kiss??

Does anyone hate you?
hmmm...i dont think so..but if they do i dont care..

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.a 3rd one if they need it.=D

Have you chewed gum after someone else already has?
Ewwwwwwwwww...no im not that person.i can afford a new chewing gum.

What is one place you would NOT want to go to for a first date?
The place i and my ex broke up..??

Last thing you ate?
coco-crunch..

Can you raise one eyebrow?
I can.

Ever thrown a shoe at somebody?
Lol...Noooo...

What's something you need from the drugstore right now?
No..maybe a body ache pill..

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
grrrr..waste time only..its bright yellow and its hush puppies and im wearing it to sleep..happy?.

What do you wear to bed?
Shorts and tee.

What do you smell like right now?
I smell like a person who just took his bath.=)

What color is your bedspread?
brown and earth colours..

How do you feel when someone you like kisses you?
**no comment**

Who's the last person to kiss you on the cheek?
I really lost my memory.

When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
Yesterday.

Do you know anyone with cancer?
No. I don't want to know. I would not be able to handle.

Is your room clean?
clean yes neat not really.

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Yes.a lot

Are you tan?
No. Darker than tan.

What color is your underwear, seriously?
ahhh...checking now..hahaha dark blue.

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
maybe but tonight it is a YES.

Do you have a crush on somebody?
yeap..more that a crush maybe a big confused crush.

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
Once.and quite a few times after that..i got a lot of best friends so yeah.

Do you walk around naked?
In my room yes.

Where do you shop at most?
Malls.

Who gives you the best advice?
I don't take advices from everyone.It depends.

Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
Yes. I do that everytime and end up back firing...grrrrrrr..

Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Nooo...

Does the person you like, like you back?
I really am praying NOW...

well that a few questions about me and here is this thing i took from FB and its really

quite accurate...

Your Life = At first glance, people think Anton are quiet type of person. Actually Anton are cheerf...ul, but conditionally. Anton will show Anton's joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when Anton are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of Anton's emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find Anton hard to be around.

Your Love = Anton hardly show Anton's feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much Anton like him/her. Anton's partner also has similar character so Anton's Love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Anton's sincerity makes Anton very attractive.

this pictures represents everything important in a life i think.??=)

well how was my day..as u can see..im bored now but it was awesome just now..

read Breaking Dawn like now going the 100th page...awesome story man..

k everyone go and listen to Tracy Chapman-Fast Car..i know her voice is not exactly beautiful..

but it is true and just so u know not emo but the words make you think and think...

well k lar...g2g nowwwww...

BYEEEEE.

dont think will be here till next Friday...wish me luck for next week..ARGHHHHH..

u never had me before and you will never have me now.!

2010-01-08T06:54:00.000-08:00

k..1st i wanna say..

i havent been here for a long time because i CANT..

some lame house/parent rules..grrrrrrrrrrr

k how's life peaple???

well im in s3 fyi..separated from everyone but lucky that there are quite a few of k1 students in my class!!

k 1st day of school was blady boring..i know..it sucks.!and i had so much of homework on the 1st day.

truthfully i blog more like because i need to vent nowdays.

well believe it or not,im changed ask anyone in my class or any of my friends..

I BECAME THE QUITE ONE.

is that possible.im usually the happening noisy one.how come i changed?

well,dont ask me.i think i just am lazy to talk to anyone an dont see a reason to waste my words!

k i think im really changing lar now..so age huh??

well another huge problem...i cant get my c-box back...and im getting pissed.

o yeah..talking about being pissed im more impatient now that ever..

i am so grumpy i think i lost the fun me now.

i just find so many peaple annoying lar now....

k i got leaders meeting on Sunday but not sure i can go..

i've got tuition..arghhhhhhhh..damn man damn..

well i've got tuition everyday but firday's and Saturdays..

and im dead tired everyday..i mean TIRED TIRED k..

k Neva helped me a lot...

well now im like so tired im running out of ideas on what to write.

well..i will change peaple i will..

o yeah...failed my guitar exam by 4 marks.

thats sad..i know.. its like the 1st time i actually failed at something..like seriously in paper..

arghhhhhhhh..k lar overall it was NOT A GOOD WEEK..

i was just so tired and grumpy and drowning in homework to enjoy life.

k byeeeeeeeee for now..c u asap kay??

well hope u had a better week than me so yeah..

bye.

the song of my life for now is MATCHBOX 20-UNWELL...awesome larrrr..

hows the yellow writing??so not my mood now.!=D

o yeah i need your opnions..

should i get a 1) i-pod touch and a nokia express 5800

2)xperia x10 sony erricson.

one tree hill.

2010-01-02T09:12:00.001-08:00

well if you're thinking why the hell did this dude name this post after this show

it's because im listening to the soundtrack now

simply awesome....

well school starts in like 1 day...arghhhhhhhhhhh

have to go and write my name and all in the books soon......

well how was my day????

its was awesome because of g2...then when for dinner with mama,debs,lizz and all the older g2 leaders.

steamboat...ate ate and ate..

well...k lar just wanted to type and o yea THANK JEMP FOR THE AWESOME SONGS.!

k lar shall i go now??

what u dont want me to go??

awwwwwwwwwwwww...sorry lar sayang have toooo.!

k this is seriously lame.

well today i just had this thought that...hmmmmmm how do i put this??

i think that i should be more in control of my life and all.

like nowdays im seriously becoming more hot tempered and all,

but the truth is that is not who i am...i just became that person

i practically will fight with anyone who is wrong like wth???

i mean nowdays peaple are just so freaking RUDE man!!

wth???ask Rebekah if you dont believe me

i actually told of the guy who like controls the parking in klang town off..

k this is the situation....

my mum just wanted to park the car,and go to the book shop and get like some books...

and this man comes and ask for 3 bugs???

wth??i mean i know its only 3 dolars and i cant do anything with it ..but i felt like y should v even pay??

when our car is just gonna be there like for what 5 minutes??

then i told the indian man that and he said this is a private parking and where was it??by the side of the road

i mean seriously if my mum didnt give me the STOP IT AND COME NOW look..

i would have got the 3 bugs back..

and another one.!!

k this not not like me being racist or anything

and please dont judge me all k?

the other day i was in sunway..some jeans shop i think it was lois or something lar..

and this chinese man(the boss)was like scolding this indian girl(worker)

and making her do all the work and all while the other worker(this malay chic)

was just standing like a damn modal??

i mean come on lar..and to tell you the truth i really felt bad..like how can he treat this indian girl like this?

because that man was like really humiliating that indian girl and all..like telling her

''kalau you tak dpt cari you ahhhh tak payah kerja sini lagi''

and many more...

in front of peaple...and ME.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i told my dad then my dad was like i know but what to do lets just go lar.!!

i was like nooooo...i wanna say something again he told me to just follow him.......

next time i'm not gonna ask anyone just go and screw that man..

i mean if you want to be so rude get a blady maid lar at least..but still no one is meant to be

treated that way..

the next time i go to sunway im so gonna go there and check..

i mean if nobody stands up for that girl she is gonna be in that state for like forever..

and u know,the indian girl looked like really poor thing all..

i personally 1st time in my life really felt bad as an indian not being able to do anything.!!

and everything and everyone just seems to be pushing me to the limit lar.!!

i mean normally when i see peaple throwing rubbish by the side of the road..i make sure my dad or anyone hons...just so that they know some peaple care.!

and now it seems like everyday someone is throwing rubbish by the road and most of them are really small kids.!!

really making me go red and have to control my self from using certain words all..

but i think thats my main plan lar this year

i will make a difference

screw what peaple think,if its wrong i'll try to correct it..no matter what or how old or whatever lar..

k lar damn tired actually.!!

so byeeeeeee

c u asap.!!

and please once again dont judge me.!!

thanks...

!!emo-ness!!

2010-01-01T09:16:00.000-08:00

k im here again..

actually i just wanted to post some pictures lar..

im really into emo songs now days...

like never before

o yeah just though this picture looks cool

k lar now ill really go.!!byeeeeee

seriously lar

today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my mind is like freaking active and wants to be like so extrovert and tell everyone what im thinking

and its kindda scary.!

ps:im totally not sure who is it gonna be???like should i wait or carry on trying to fight for her????

2010 wazzup.!!

2010-01-01T09:03:00.000-08:00

are you freaking serious.???2009 is over..wow thats freaking awesome.

now back to my normal routine.school tuition homework crap and bull sh**..=D

k lar ended the year with a blast.!k what have i been up to in the past few days??

well let's c...

29.cell party(if you're thinking y wasnt i there its because i called u and u said u were busy)

30.awesome party the gomex's and the jocab's in some hotel..i cant remember..o yea prescott.!

31.samuels crib countdown service/party then when to my grannys hse and all.!!

1.kumars house warming.!!played cards with beth,becky,jesu and keith for like freking long...

now im just being an ass and blogging.!!

wow...life has just been so great..god has just blessed me so much i dont think i can contain it.

well...i got all my tuitions alredy.!!and fyi im not gettin the I phone 3g S.

im gettin the Xperia X10..=D i know..dont tell me awesome ryte.!!

o yea.!!baldy hell...i changed my blog skin or what ever its called.!

then i lost all my links and my c-box...damn man damn.!

so now i need so help getting it all back cuz i cant seem to be able to do it.!!

anyone???i need someone i can trust of course.not any normal regular person.!!

wow my mind is still in 2009 lar.!!

o yup i hope Jemp finish ''breaking down''

because seriously im forgetting the damn story.=D

k lar...o yea. i was thinking about it and i think im gonna change lar.!

like be more serious and all. but i dont think i can.

but peaple are seriously taking advantage and all.

and its kindda irritating that u know some peaple who v r so close to can

JUST TURN AROUND AND SAY SOMETHING SERIOUSLY RUDE

i mean seriously???think before you talk thats the only advice that i really cant get out from

my head!!

and sometimes peaple can just talk behind you.

and i mean literally behind behind you.

but screw it lar.

im who i am and i wont chage it for the world.

but i mean like maybe a new personality only for me and me

not becouse im pleasing anyone or anything!

k?!!

why is it all serious now???

just venting here thats all

im seriously into this darker to lighter colour thingy now lar

but well thats the latest up date on my self and my life

o yea?!! BAD NEWS

i can only use the computer once a week which is a friday..so yeap

some parents ''nothing make them chill lar''

so i will probably have to ''curi-curi'' use lar.!the usual!=D

k lar no pictures all..

im actually kindda.....i dunno
y cant some peaple just keep their freaking thoughts to them self.!k
i mean when u know it's bad and cruel and crap
then DONT SAY IT.
well...im actually talking on behalf of my friend and also ME.
so yeah..o yeap if you'll wanna contact me then just comment okay???
and please some kind soul..willing to help me?
just comment also
k lar g2go.!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeee
HAPPY NEW YEAR btw
and c u as soon as possible okay???
damn man today my mind is like so full of thoughts
and all of them just can't sit quitely.!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh...
k lar i better go!
before it becomes a little to personal.!!
thanks guys for the awesome 2009 v all shared together.!
=D

''Semangat'' Babe.!!

2009-12-28T08:46:00.000-08:00

k u wanna know the truth???im in the mood for this blog lar.!

JEREMY seriously update u blog dude!hahaha

so how's life???school's in like what??5 days?

k i have to say this before somebody complains.i may have some spelling error or grammer

but its only because im typing fast and not exactly reading everything i type!=)

and i hate reading through what i just wrote.!

so what am i supposed to write now??this is exactly why i malas to blog but im in the mood lar now!!

actually not so much for the BLOG.!just wanna type loads of stuff.!

k for those of you who dont know!im wrote in a jurnal for like what 3 weeks.

then as usual i got malas and now i feel like writing in the jurnal but here i am.typing away.!=)

hmmmmmmmm.im like thinking what picture should i upload now!any request???anyone???

o yea..im like listening to emo songs on Shirins blog ryte now.!awesome lar!=)

k i have a party 2mrw night and i cant seem to get any of my friends to come

damn man damn!!when i really want you'll to come you'll cant make it.!

but its k lar.!its gonna be awesome anyway.!

k i got a confession.im a little SLOW like i mean seriously my brain works in like slow motion

so many times redy i got caught!hhahaha

so anyone not excited about school???i know I AM!

it's a whole new year man!!whoh one thing for sure

this year sure past by extremely fast like i mean ZOOOOMMMMMMMM!!

that kinna fast,!but its all good..im still in control or at least i think i am!hahahaha

well i watched Avatar today with Debs and Clarance

.!!awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

yeap there you go.!that awesome looking eye!

definately one that has to be watched more than once!

realise the colour of my wordings becoming lighter and lighter.!

MAGIC!

hahaha kk im going off so bed lar

the longer i stay here the lamer i become!

ps : im getting an I phone 3g S.!=@i know thank god!

Merry Christmas.!

2009-12-24T09:29:00.000-08:00

this tree looks damn awesome man.!

~~HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~!!well i'm in a very good mood actually now.!awesome??

no,not so.!!well sorry i have been away for so long.i'm actually seriously thinking of stop blogging.

arghhhhhhhhhh...malas lar.!!well i think ~~JESUS~~ has just been crazy good to me.

1)i got freaking 7a's ~~DUDE~~..=)

2)i'm having a great Christmas..

3)im just glad that i got 7a's......

yes..i know..im an ass.!hahahahaahahahahahahaha

well life's been good lar!!had so many parties.!awesome lar.!u want pic's???go check out Nicole's blog or Aletheia's.!!hahahah i malas lar to up-load.!!

wat??hello you should be thankful kay that im actually here on Christmas.!

that alone is worth praising God.!

well i got all my gifts wrapped up..finally..im actually watching American Idol.

and some peaple actually think they can sing???are they tone deaf??

no being tone deaf is not good enough..they are ~~DEAF.~~

ahahaahah this chic is so screwed...simon totally killed her ''semangat''...hahahaha

k lar..pity her..nobody should be humiliated in front of National Tv.!!

okay.!!who dresses up like this on National Tv..unless they are totally screwed up.!hahahaha

k lar byeeeeeeeee for now.!!k lar

u wanna know the truth???

i actually got mood for blogging now.!!EWWWWW!!

hahahahah..im an ass lar..well i have an excuse okay.!im extremely desperately ~~BORED~~.!

k lar..tell you what.i'll continue blogging lar.!!

so now im runing out of words..o yea.!!i wanna watch ~~AVATAR~~ lar.!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...i heard it was freaking awesome.!

u know what??go and listen to What'cha Say by Jason....i dont remember his last name.

but its a AWESOME song.!

ps.congrats to all my awesome smart nerdy blady freaky FRIENDS.

guy's this was our year and we totally rocked man..hahahaah poor geo teacher.!

she'll never be the same.!!

well k lar..now im out of ''semangat'' redy..!!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

~~MERRY CHRISMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.!!~~

hope you'll have as much fun as i do.do you hate me??? =)

~~man it's so good to watch peaple get the ''golden ticket'' in American Idol.!~~

~~and then they play all this awesome emo songs for like 2 seconds?!!wth???~~

~~k lar byeeeeeee~~

~~c u in like one month or mayb if you're lucky next week.!hhaah~~

Bacs.....

2009-12-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

Heiii...was damn freaking lazy lar to update...sori if u were dissapointed...well how's life???

well,i started reading if thats any good..started with Twilight...THANKS SHIRIN..

finished it in one week and now im reading New Moon..

damn nice wei...haha...damm i sound like a chic..but maybe because its the 1st book

i started with after so long..and after reading Twilight i realise that Belle is such a emo person(my type)haha

well i hav really no idea what to write on..hmmmmmmmmmmmm

well had loads of fun today....and just found out that Grace is going next year..which is like whoh...SO FAST??

haha...well thats life..fyi on tuesday Mama n fly's coming bac..wohooooooo...

and on the 16th which falls on a Wednesday next week..we're i mean g2 is having this thing

where we visit a few homes so the more the merrier..so lets go do some good ppl...

haizzzzzzzz.....i dunno lar if what i want is the right thing for me anymore...damn..

well...no pictures for now..=(....

i know..i suck..well i dont think ill be here in a while..damn busy wei..

Christmas.....Partay's....Family.....Life...

haha...

~~k bye bye...~~

Remember This???

2009-11-18T10:15:00.000-08:00

those were the days.

this is the last picture i got..cant update cuz they not here.!=)

k thats for all now.!bye

Think Of One,,,

2009-11-18T09:54:00.000-08:00

Wassup...well havent blogged in a while..lazy lar..

well havent watched 2012 yet...but so wanna..but i did watch Inglorious Basterds

which turned out damn damn funny..!and watched This Is It again..

well...just watched the New Moon trailer..looks damn cun ler..already plan to watch next Friday..

cant wait.!well so happen im so bored nowday's that im watching GG...well i dont care

what u think of me.!screw you.!hahaha im being paranoid..

well i watched the famous threesome..and it was kindda weird..hahaha and SICK..

and now im waiting for episode 11..and Grey's Anatomy is shocking man...everything is changing.!

and now im going to start watchng Vampire Diaries(recomended by Jeremy)..

well going to P.D. on Saturday will be back on Sunday..so gonna miss g2..

and i really feel like reading but i dont seem to be able to find a book that is grabs my attention.!

whoh..Christmas is so damn near..my uncle is coming back in a few weeks..wohoooo

cant wait.!o yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE.!

well 2mrw is gonna be the same..waking up for lunch then online...o yea..

hav to practice my guitar got class 2mrw..hahahah
currently obsessed with Down..damn cun lar the song.!!

and im still reading Wuthering Height's...getting more and more interesting..

k lar..g2g..bye

This Is It.!

2009-11-08T09:27:00.000-08:00

Hi...had a great day today!very good message by Pastor Pat.!had a great leader's meeting!now so damn tired!when and watched This is It..well the movie rocks!Michael Jackson was The Man lar!i cant believe peaple actually

accused him on molestion on children all!he is such a humble man and can

rock the dance floor at the age of 50..and his songs are still on my mp4 so their good and not out dated

as peaple say they are!

well this are some pic's from the net!

dunno why after watching the movie(which is a must watch)

suddenly all got ''semangat cinta akan'' MJ all...hahaha

and u know what at his funeral i can only remember one frase which goes like

''MJ wasn't a weird person, he had to deal with the weird and he tried his best and in did it was the best.''

i think that was simply one of the best things to say on a person's funeral especially MJ's one!

well now im just bored and tired but not tired enough to sign out and go to bed..=)

so im just gonna write and write and write on MJ..haha

so i think his best song that i cant get out of my mind is the first song i heard from MJ

''Man In The Mirror''

man that song is good but so is all his other songs...i think the reason they all sell so well is because his songs are truly from the heart and is all about love!!in the movie ,he uses the word''LOVE and GOD BLESS YOU''

a lot..which is just so damn emo-in!!haiz

k lar!!one last check on facebook..and im gonna call it a night!

bye!

The Truth...hmmmm??

2009-11-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

Hey..did this quiz on facebook..and suprisingly the outcome was so true!

well here is what it said about my personality!

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.... Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

now u know me!=)

The Song..!!

2009-11-02T00:34:00.000-08:00

Here it is..this is one of the best songs ever to sing to a girl..!!

its called Im Your's by The Script.!!

          You touch these tired eyes of mine
and map my face out line by line
and somehow growing old feels fine
i listen close for im not smart
you wrap your thoughts in works of art
and they're hanging on the walls of my heart

i may not have the softest touch
i may not say the words as such
and though i may not look like much
im yours
and though my edges may be rough
i never feel im quite enough
it may not seem like very much
but im yours

you healed these scars over time
embraced my soul
you loved my mind
your the only angel in my life
the day news came my best friend died
my knees went weak and you saw me cry
say im still the soldier in your life

i may not have the softest touch
i may not say the words as such
and though i may not look like much
im yours
and though my edges may be rough
i never feel im quite enough
it may not seem like very much
but im yours

i may not have the softest touch
i may not say the words as such
i know i dont fit in that much
but im yours

this is one hell of a song lar..wish could sing it to the girl..=)

k lar..got to go.!!have a a great boring day..=D..o yea..today when school then

after recess ponteng and when to Wong's house..then when bac to school

and came home..thats as interesting as my life gets on a normal day..!!=)

Its halloween...=D

2009-10-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, it Halloween and here i am sitting and watchin the Simpsons..and laughing my heart out.!

well im really bored and tired but not sleepy!!ever had this before???

well i think that halloween was created for peaple to play dress up and

have fun..a lot of peaple are out clubbing and stuff..*sigh*

i cant wait for my time..well im starting swimming classes on tuesday..

i'll tell you'll how it when on tuesday k..by the way i think that ''otart'' is quite a good drink..=)

Nevania you still owe my chocolates and i will never forget..so u better pass it to me as soon as

possible..!!homer is such an ass lar..hahahahahaha

and Nevania did help me out with my blog cuz i was going through a hard time blogging time..=D

and she's very proud of it..so stop showing off neva!!hahahahahah

homer just entered a shop call 'Erotic Cakes..''

i'm so bored , i started reading again..and now im reading this book called

''Wuthering Heights''is quite nice actually..

and i watched The Notebook..i think it is one of the best love stories ever..like seriously..

and i also watched The Ugly Truth..it was so funny..

now im downloading Harry Potter..i havent watched that movie yet..

so im quite interested...!!and the song Down by Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne

and the part Lil Wayne raps is so damn nice..and the word's are very meaningful...

here's the lyrics for that part..

                                              I got that girl from overseas,
                                             Now she my miss America,
                                             Now can I be her soldier please,
                                             I'm fighting for this girl,
                                            On a battlefield of love,
                                            Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
                                            Don't you ever leave the side of me,
                                           Indefinitely...

                                  isnt it good??k lar got to go...
                         ps:i dunno if im in love??

Supermodal..!!

2009-10-31T04:59:00.000-07:00

here's one hell of a female..=D! she's the supermodal Gisele Bundchen who i think is one of the hottest chick ever!

here's a picture of her..in a Victoria Secret Fashoin Show..by the way now's she pregnant and still looking like a bomb shell..!!and Tom Brady is one hell of a lucky guy..!!

Being Bored Brought me Back...

2009-10-29T10:55:00.000-07:00

Damn it...it happen again..im so bored..im gonna start blogging again..well PMR is over obviously..well im going to school once a week..which is still boring..today when cycling ,got soaked wet and almost died like 50 times..due to all the damn cars and motobikes...actually i think it was me!!hahahahah by the way..i think everyone must watch The Notebook because it is one rocking movie man !!and for those who think it's boring ''go hang ur-self..!!''..=) k lar..i'll be back 2mrw..trying to figure out how to change my back-ground colour and all...suddenly i feel preety dumd cuz i cant seem to be able to change my back ground colour..and I wanna watch Jennifer's Body..as usual the one and only Megan Fox is the star.!!=) with her any movie is good!!hahahaha...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.............

2009-07-02T21:09:00.000-07:00

You know when we read something that isnt earth shattering or life changing but its worth keeping in mind...k here's some..

-if you think education is expensive try ignorance..
-the rward for confromity was that everyone likes you except yourself..
-the only time a woman really succeeds in changing a man is when he is a child..
-we're most alive when we're in love..
-age is a question of the mind over matter,if you dont mind it doesnt matter....
-whenever i see a erring man , i say i also have erred..when ever i see a lustful man, i say i also have lusted..when i say this things..i feel kinship with everyone in the world....and learn to be humble..
-at the end of your life..you will never regret not taking that one test..not winning one more verdict or not closing one more deal..you will regret never spending enough time with a friend, husband ,parends.............

ps: got this from the Plain Truth...

B;l;a;n;k.....

2009-07-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

GOD has been so good ..man....every time gods blesses me...i try to blog...i pass my guitar exam...which was a big suprise because didnt practice my guitar 3 days b4 the exam....must be god...well this time i didnt do so well in my mid term...but ok la...my parents didnt really screw me..got about 96 days to pmr...so almost every free time i have is either used to, sleep or study....damn tired...practically the oni time i really have fun is in school cuz nobody study's in scul...well i've been mada pengawas...which must be god also...cuz i really dont deserve it....but i want it..!!!evrn now i'm so damn sleppy but i thought that i jus have to keep this going...wait la Grace and Annie,when i got extra time i'll upload pics k.....and today was repord card day and suprisingly my clas teacher didnt complain anything at all....pity Nevania and Ng....hahahahahahahahahah...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..i'm trying to think and type at the same time and its not easy....cant wait for Season 6 Greys Anatomy la......that day when and watch Transformers...i think its so damn blady freaking cool....as usual Megan Fox look better than any robat,..but that female robat in the form a human body was damn cool.hahaha....cant wait for school to be over la....this Saturday got tuition....4 freaking hours...haiz.....

Bored...

2009-06-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

Well i just finish my guitar x'am...i was damn nervous....i hope i pass...but its all in the hands of god..!!!wow..im so bored ....i'm running out of ideas to write...well when i do find some i'll make sure i write it here...i'm so tired la just came back from fellowship..it was so fun...k la...got 2 go....c ya...

ps:i wish i had you.....-_-

God's Grace..

2009-05-31T10:30:00.000-07:00

Well i have been really busy lately due to exams but now everythings over and lifes good..gods has been so good to me even though i havent been i my best spiritual shape...but thank god that fod is a forgiving god..well M.A.D. is this week...its gonna be superb..do come it in bandar puteri at 5.30-8.00..M.A.D is a project that is devoted to helping poor peaple in kapar and kuala selangor....well fellowship is coming soon(a bsm camp)and so is my guitar exam..pls do pray for me...

Wassup!!

2009-05-09T04:30:00.000-07:00

well...i just came back form the food and fun fair which was really cool and fun..we got all this cool tattoos by jeremy and shirin!!well now i'm forced to go to this stupid dinner with peaple who i dont even know...and i found this havoc webside that has the entire sejarah folio on it waiting to be copyed =)....well i have been i living in gods grace and mercy that is so good and i'm really thankful for that!!i'm stuck doing my stupid sejarah folio which i despise!!

ps:i'm falling in love with indon song's...........................

I dunno!!

2009-05-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Damn..it's May..and i have so much of stupid homework..i'm feel tired just looking at it..
How the hell do they expect us to study when they keep on throwing homework at us!!!And i think i give up on girls...they are so hard to understand and every move they make gets u thinking and debating stuff....and i'm so bored that i'm running out of idea's on what to type...oh ya and i might become a 'pengawas'...who in their wildest dream thought that i could become a pengawas...well i guess u never really know what the future brings till it comes..well now i might have to be nice and neat..hahahahahahaha..

ps:i'm just using the word 'pengawas' cause it sounds more shocking..and i think indonasions make great music!!

Fraud...

2009-04-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

Damn it la...my 2nd monthly test didnt go well...actually it sucked...i wish i could screw the stupid mathematics teacher who doesnt know how to mark the stupid paper...by the way i practically give up on girls...well who am i..
i'm not that nice,friendly,smart kid....i'm dark and murky and confused...i wish i could forget everything i know and start all over again...i'm no good with family as i am with girls....i love music...
i also like emo music....hahahaha

ps : i going to get screw by my parents for my stupid results...

2009-04-17T09:23:00.000-07:00

Just stuff going through my head!!!

2009-04-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

As you can see i'm running out of idea's to yeah!!

-still alive but barely breathing..
-i've got time like she's got freedom..
-for now ur're not here , like i'm not there....
-i rarely learn from my mistakes
-sometimes got no choice but to walk away..
-sometimes tears say all that is to say..
-try to break my heart when its broke..
-its the end where i begin..
-trying to hang me when i'm choked..
-cant wait for my rocket to come..
-wont let it go till we torch it ourselves..
-i'm becoming the part that wont last..

wow i sound like some emo person..hahahaha..well i'm not
it's just that i'm so freaking bored..

well most of the emo words are from the script or fray songs...

ps:i think that the fray and the script are damn blady good!!!

Do You Feel The Same...........

2009-04-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

Actually i just didnt know what to name this post so there you are!! Well i'm bored and i mean really bored...i cant wait for my rocket to pick me up.......and i'm trying to stop using bad word's but it doesnt seem to work...and it's really hard when your friends use it on you and all you hav to do is shut up...thats Bad...

ps:i still cant stop thinking of you!!??

15 years..

2009-04-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

I think that having an important exam at the age 15 is so stupid.This is the age where you get your first kiss , break up , go for movies , ponteng kelas , fall in love , do stupid stuff and you name it........but we Malaysians are forced to study and not enjoy as much as we supposed to!!! and by the way i think school is really good but exams F*@$ me up!!it is so damn blady stressful....

Starting...

2009-04-11T22:16:00.001-07:00

I think that peaple blog for this few reasons..

1. so bored that they start blogging
2. got their head so full with stuff they need to fill the internet with thoughts
3.some peaple just love blogging.

well i think that school i meant to find frens only.i hardly even study in school , most
of the time is just talking crap.

my post / article has nothing to do with the title it's just randam stuff that pops in my damn head!!

Life.

2009-04-11T22:08:00.000-07:00

Hey..well it's easter and i just came bac from church.well you wont believe what has happen to me since good friday.For starters the girl i like told me that she has a thing for me to but then she's with somebody so my bad.Anyway everything's cool and i dont mind being just friends.So well my damn monthly test 2 is on wednesday and here i am blogging.I'm just to lazy to study.well i'm really bored now as you can c that why i'm blogging.=)